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Friday, May 19th, 2006
6:00 pm - I LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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current mood: bouncy

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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
9:21 am
// Tu Familia! //
-- Parents Names: Debbie and George
-- Parents Ages: 43 and 48
-- Siblings Names: Kristin (yes my sisters name is Kristin too.) and Victoria
-- Siblings Ages: 23 and 13
-- Favorite Aunt and Uncle: Uncle James... Aunt... don't have a favorite
-- Favorite Grandparent: my mother's
-- Relative You HATE seeing: none... but my grams gets on my nerves
-- Last Family Vacation: that was too long ago
-- Next Family Vacation: don't ask me.
-- Do you and your parents have a lot in common: I dunno, not really but at the same time yes.
-- Do you and your parents get along: For the most part
-- Do you have any pets: A dog named Holden
-- What kind of animals are they: Uhh... he's a ferret??? DOG
-- What are their names: BOB-_- HOLDEN

// Love and Relationships //
-- What’s your sexual preference: Males
-- Define Love: Got a while? I dunno, I don't think I've been in love. I would have to say a deep caring from the other person to the point that flaws aren't an issue b/c you like the good stuff too much to even see the bad.
-- Do you believe in Love at first sight: No. I think love is too deep. But I do believe in having a connection immediately where you know that the person is going to mean something to you.
-- Do you believe in Lust: Yes, and even in lust at first site.
-- Do you believe there is someone for everyone: I hope there is.
--What’s the best experience you’ve ever had with a significant other: When he makes me laugh, that's a good experience.
-- What’s the worst thing to ask a significant other: "Do you think we could have sex, but not date?"
-- What’s the best love song: "SO SICK OF LOVE SONGS"
-- Have you ever cybered: Have I!
-- What “base” have you been to: I haven't hit a homer if that's what your asking.
-- Describe your wildest fantasy: Dunno...
-- Does your parents opinion matter to you: Yes. I hate disappointing people.
-- Where do you go to meet new people: I dunno, i generally meet ppl anywhere... but church is probably the best i can give you.
-- Are you the type of person to start a conversation: yeah
-- Would you ever ask a guy/girl for their number: uhh... I don't think I have yet... but i would do it if need be.

// General Info About You //
-- Name: Kristin Kay Williams
-- Nickname: Kira, KKay
-- Initials: KKW
-- Birth date: April 25, 1984
-- Birthstone: Daimond
-- Age: 21
-- How old do you act: 17 to 30, but it depends.
-- How old do you look: I get a lot of "17" and "19" from people.
-- Born In: A Hospital.... in Port Charlotte, FL
-- Live in: Orlando
-- Address: Uh, totally not putting it online... Orlando, FL is as good as you're getting
-- House or Apartment: Apartment
-- Gender: Female
-- Race: Caucasian/Native American
-- Religion: Christian
-- Nationality: The white one...
-- Screenname: xineuroticangelx
-- Zodiac Sign: Taurus
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Do you have a job: yeah
-- Where do you work: Marc-Michaels Interior Design
-- How much are you paid: 10/hr

// Appearance & Body //
-- Height: 5’ 6''
-- Weight: None of your beeswax. :p
-- Eye Color: Hazel
-- Glasses/Contacts: neither
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Hair Length: Medium to short
-- Hair Drying Method: blowdryer
-- Pants Size: I'll never tell...
-- Braces: Not anymore
-- Tattoos: three
-- Piercings: Two in my right ear, Three in my left, one in my tongue
-- How Often do you brush your teeth: Twice a day
-- How often do you bathe: I shower every day, sometimes as many times as i brush my teeth.
-- How long do your showers last: 10-15 minutes.
-- What famous person do you think you look like: Oh, who knows.
-- Do you tan easily: NOOOOOOOOOOO, but it's getting easier now that I've got the first layer of tan goin on....
-- Where do you shop:
-- Your favorite ensemble: Rebel shirts and Jeans.
-- Color You Never Wear: I don't really do yellow very well.
-- Color you wear once a week: Red or black or pink
-- Do you wear a watch: Nope...my parents hate that about me.
-- Do you wear belts: Not usually.
-- Do you wear hats: Sometimes.
-- Do you wear make up every day: Pretty much, not for everyone else, but for me... I like it.
-- Make up essential: LIPGLOSS!
-- Most cherished piece of clothing: Rebel born t-shirt.
-- You wouldn’t be caught dead wearing: Daisy Dukes.
-- Which Shoe do you put on first:Never really thought about it... probably my right.

current mood: blah

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Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
12:50 am
The song I was trying to figure out is Animals by nickleback....

That is all!

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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
12:45 pm
"Wouldn't it be lovely
Or perfect, rather
If we could simply be together
And friendship didn't have to matter?" ~ Ashley (Things I Think About At Night)

Talk about right on the money!!! I had to quote your poem Ash, b/c that strikes a cord with me right now. *hugs* Anyway...

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. "Hick Town" -Jason Aldean
2. "Boondocks" -Little Big Town
3. "Laffy Taffy" -D4L
4. "My Humps" -Black Eyed Peas
5. "Want To Be My Girl" -Jet
6. "Something To Be Proud Of" -Montgomery Gentry
7. Honestly there's this song that I can't think of the name or the artist, but it's a rock song and the only words that are coming to me right now are "We aint never gonna quit, there aint nothin wrong with it." If that strikes a note with anyone, lemme know the song please!

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Monday, January 16th, 2006
9:53 pm
You Are a Flashy Red Bra!

Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating.
You're a charmer, with your pick of the men.
But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are.
You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests!

You Should Date An Australian!

You're a down to earth, outdoorsy kind of girl
And you need a guy who can keep up with your adventures
A rugged Austrailian guy is just your style
Better start learning how to surf!

Your Vibe is Super Sexy

You feel 100% sexy at almost any moment
And this inner sexiness really does boost your appeal
You're confident, playful, and outgoing
You know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it!

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 80% Flirt

What Your Pink Outfit Means

Unsurprisingly, you are very sweet and cute.
But you're also a bit of a tease - and not that innocent.
Shy but sexy, you're an alluring mix of contradictions.

Designer match: BCBG

Signature accessory: Tortoise shell sunglasses

You Are a Bad Girl

You are 20% Good and 80% Bad
You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes.
But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"!

You'll Find Love Where You Least Expect It

You're the type most likely to find love... surprised?
You shouldn't be! You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about.
And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone.
Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect!

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Your Perfume is Glow

Fresh, sexy, and clean.

You're real, intimate, and exciting.

Your lush sensuality appeals to men...

And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez.

Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.

Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!
With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.
You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

You Are Blonde Highlights

Men see you as flexible and versatile - you fit in to every situation
You've got the inner glow of a blonde, the intensity of a redhead...
And the wisdom of a brunette.

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Sexy PJ's

You're a hot girl, and you don't let anyone forget it - even yourself
You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love
Relax a little - you look great even when you're not wearing lipstick!

You Are Thong Panties

Woman, you are one hell of a ride!
You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times.
Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away.
You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit!

You Are Most Like Carrie!

You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date.
But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal?
It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky.
Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a
great closet of clothes, no matter what!

Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year...

Totally different from any guy you've dated.

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Sunday, January 1st, 2006
Haven't updated in a while... don't really feel the need to anymore... but today I'm actually at my house and bored so I downloaded some music, watched foamy, and am updating my LJ.

Happy New Year everyone... hope everyone has a good one.

I've been fairly busy lately. I switched jobs, get paid four hundred+ a week now... that's nice. I have a crush... dunno where that's going to go... I'm not even mentioning anything about it other than what's been said in the past sentence or so. I've been going out a lot lately... drinking, chillin, shooting... speaking of which...

I shot a gun for the first time in my life on Friday. It was a three eighty... then i shot two twelve guages, a nine milimeter, and an SKS assult rifle (yes that's a military weapon). Other than the coffee cup size bruise from the shot gun on my arm I really loved it. I think I'm going to get into shooting this year. I didn't drink last night... i just kinda hung out with friends. It was alright... uneventful really.

I went to see Crossfade at the house of blues on thursday. Crossfade sucked... it really sounded like the lead singers voice was messed up. Don't get me wrong, i love the band... but he sounded like he was sick or something... Non point was awesome though...

I also got a new bird... His name is Pumpkin and he's a cockatiel. he bites... that's all there is to say about life lately... except i'm getting an apartment in Feb-March...

oh, i'm putting pictures on my journal today of me, my tats, and shooting... etc...


current mood: groggy

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Thursday, December 1st, 2005
2:22 pm
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
2:14 am - I WANT HIM SO BAD!!!
Okay, so, like i said... the dude that works at the school I'm trying to get into. OMG... so hot. I seriously haven't crushed crushed on a guy in like three years. I've had guys who have liked me, I've went out with a few guys, but I've not been seriously into a guy since I was with Abner. It really depends on how well you know me as to how much you know about Abner... But Andrew is fucking... just... wow. I totally want to hook up with him. Something else that most ppl don't know about me, is that I almost always get what I want and right now... I totally want Andrew. I guess I shouldn't talk about him like a toy or a new out fit... b/c it's completely not like that... But I just wanna hook up with him like you couldn't believe... and when I say hook up I mean date, hang out, get to know... and eventually fuck. LMAO... most of you are probably going OMG... I can't believe Kristin wrote that... but hey... I'm only human.

Anyway, the only real downfall i've found so far is he's a UF fan... and I'm such a NOLES fan that it's not funny. We actually got into that conversation today when I called him. It went something like this...

m= me h= him

m: My mom isn't going to co-sign for the loan.

h: well, we'll figure out another way for you to get the money.

m: I know, but it just seems like it's getting farther and farther away...

h: Kristin, if this is your dream, if this is what you want to do, I'll find a way to get you into the school. We'll figure something out. Don't let other people ruin your dreams... if you want this, you'll get it.

m: oooOOoo Andrew, the motivational speaker.

h: *laughs* That's right! Am I motivating you?

m: *laughs* (if he only knew) -talking about open house on sat- I know that school should be my priority, but what time is this open house going to end on sat. b/c the noles are playing.

h: oh yeah, uf vs. fsu isn't it...

m: YUP!

h: Are you a seminoles fan?


h: I don't know if I like you any more... I went to UF.

m: Well, you're just gonna have to keep on not liking me then, b/c I'm not sellin out... the noles are my team.

h: (Laughs) what time is the game?

m: 3:30 on CBS

h: awesome

(then we ended the convo after talking about school and the football game a little more)

Can you believe that? LMAO... "I don't know if I like you anymore"... HA... you better, cause I am totally into you.

Seriously though, this guy laughs at my jokes, he makes me laugh, he's easy to talk to, and he shows a sincere interest in what I have to say. My opinions, even when I go off on my rants he listens and comments. I know that that isn't anything b/c most ppl would say "that's his job" and I myself don't want to read into anything he does anymore than I'm meant to... but when he talks about how I sould follow my heart... follow my dreams... and he makes a joke... or takes a joke well... it makes me get all butterfly-ish. I am way too deep in this... I definitely should find a way to not talk to him ever again... but he's just so damn cute.

hmm *gets all stary eyed, sigh* Andrew is definitely going under the hot piece of man candy classification!

I don't remember if I described him so here goes,

short wavy med brown hair (which short or wavy hair don't usually do it for me but on him it's just wow)

Hazel eyes (green and brown)

about 6'2" I would guess...

Nice build, not skinny, but not big either. He's healthy looking. He doesn't look overweight, but he doesn't look 'skinny or thin'

I would tell u all about his butt, but, i haven't looked. Which that in itself is amazing b/c that's usually the first thing I check out. I'm in big trouble with this one ladies and gentlemen! Anyway, overall i think he has an italian flare to him, dark hair, wavy, olive skin, tall, medium build... *shivers* anyway... I'm outta here before i rattle on about him all night. *hugs*

love ya,

current mood: naughty

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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
12:29 pm
You Are The Stuffing

You're complicated and complex, yet all your pieces fit together.
People miss you if you're gone - but they're not sure why.

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Sunday, November 20th, 2005
9:35 pm



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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
9:58 pm - OCA
Orlando Culinary Academy- le cordon bleu...

I went and applied there yesterday. I'm so very very interested in attending and well, in other things but we'll get to that.

Okay, so the academy is awesome. I did a tour of the campust. AMAZING! Then I sat down with an admissions counselor... Andrew... and he explained the process and everything... WELL... the one and only downfall... is that it's 41,000 dollars to go. Umm... yeah, so I'm going to talk to a financial aid person on tuesday.

Okay, so enough with all that mess, lemme tell you about Andrew! SO FRIGGIN HOT! He's young, I dunno that he's exactly my age, but he's under thirty. Probably 25-27ish. I want one for chirstmas baby! He has gorgeous hazel eyes, no ring on his finger, Medium brown short wavy hair (which i don't usually care for curly or wavy hair on a dude, but it so hit the spot with this one.) He's TALL my GOD is the man tall. He isn't big, he actually looks pretty fit... (which is also something i don't usually go for... i'm into the teddy bears man) Anyway, he laughed at all my jokes, and he was even pretty awesome just talking about random stuff. He's so cute when he laughs... and totally unavailable to me b/c I'm gonna end up being a student I hope which means I am not gonna be able to flirt with him... it's probably in some conduct book or something. Anyway... I dunno, it seemed like we hit it off pretty well... either that or I totally wanted to see more than was there. I go back on Tuesday so I'll let you know. *shrugs*

YAYNESS for the hottie! *dances* okay i'm in a random mood so deal with it.
Love ya,

current mood: flirty

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Saturday, November 12th, 2005
1* First grade teacher's name: Ms. Dunlap

2* Last word you said: out.

3* Last song you sang: Move Bitch

4* Last person you hugged: Heather

5* Last thing you laughed at: Heather

6* Last time you said "I'm in love with you"?: Years ago...

7* Last time you cried?: Goodness, I cry a lot... but not recently... and I keep forgetting to mark the date on my calendar damnit...


9* What color socks are you wearing: N/A

10* What's under your bed: Nothing

11* What time did you wake up today: 9:12am

12* Current taste: Sweet Tea

13* Current hair: short, reddish brown, looks good for having slept with it like this.

15* Current annoyance: a mosquito bite

16* Current longing: for a new job.

17* Current desktop background: yellow tulips

18* Current worry: If I'm going to be able to find a new job within a week.

19* Current hate: hmm... don't know... Silvana my ex-boss, or Brenda Horton... I've disliked Brenda longer, but Silvana is the most recent.

20* Current favorite article of clothing: My Get-r-dun camo baseball cap.

26* If you could play an instrument, what would it be?: Drums Guitar or piano...

27* Favorite color: Pink

29* How tall are you: 5'6"

30* Current favorite word/saying: What up dawg... (don't ask me where I got it or why I say it... but it stuck like an annoying thing that sticks)

31* Favorite book: Harry Potter or Aragon

32* Favorite season: Winter/Fall

33. The person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Abner


35* Where do you want to go for college?: FSU

36* What is your favorite career going to be like: busy...

37* How many kids do you want: Two.


39* Said "I love you" and meant it: Once.

40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish?: nope...

41* Been to New York: Yes

42* Been to Florida: No shit.

43* Been to California: Yes

44* Been to Hawaii: Yes

45* Been to Mexico: No, but I'd love to go.

46* Been to China: No, but I'd love to go.

48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened: Definitely

52* Do you have a crush on someone: yeah

53* What book are you reading now?: Tantra

54* Whats the worst feeling in the world?: lonliness

55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: Do I really have to go to work today?

56* How many rings before you answer: as many as it takes for me to get from where I am to the phone... usually 1

57* Future daughter's name: Trenity Marie

58* Future son's name: Trystin Michael

59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: No

60* If you could have any job you wanted: Owner of Microsoft... (haha) Okay but I would love to just get my businesses started.

61* Wish you were: Done with college

62* Future College plans: Finish.

63* Piercings: which ones? currently My tongue, ears 2 right, 3 left

64* Do you do drugs: Never.

65.what kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use? Vive (loreal) or Pantene ProV

66* What are you most scared of?: Spiders

67* What clothes do you sleep in?: depends on the night and who I'm sleeping with.

69* Where do you want to get married: There's this big manor/wine vinard that I would love to get married in.

70* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: Jealousy

71* Who do you really hate: Silvana

72* Are you timely or always late: Timely for things I care about.

73* Do you have a job: Yes

74* Do you like being around people?: Most of the time

75* Best feeling in the world?: an orgasm!

76* Are you for world peace: It's never gonna happen so it doesn't matter.

77* Are you a health freak: I wish I were...

78* Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?: Jerks!

79* Do you want someone you don't have at this moment?: yes

80* Are you lonely right now: Nah... I've got my homies...

81* Ever afraid you'll never get married: Afraid of it no, do I think I may never get married... Possibly.

82* Do you want to get married: depends on the day you ask me... there are pros and cons to the entire marriage thing with me... and I dunno if the pros really outweigh the cons.


84* Cried: Nope.

85* Bought Something: Dinner at whistle junction for me and heather, and then red bull at the Hess station.

86* Gotten Sick: Nope.

87* Sang: yup

88* Said I Love You: yes, to my bestest friend heather... (other bestest friends need not get jealous... she was just the bestest friend I was around at the time)

89* Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: yeah

90* Met Someone?: yeah, but not romatically.

91* Moved On: from what?

92* Talked To Someone: yes...

93* Had A Serious Talk: No.

94* Missed Someone: yes.

95* Hugged Someone: Yes

96* Yelled at Someone: Yes, but not in an upset kind of way.

98* Kissed someone: No.

99* Have you ever been heartbroken: Not in the last 48 hours.

100* Prayed to God: Nope... unless you count those time when I'm like God help me, and Jesus, please just blah blah blah... but actually meant to pray... no.

101* Do you like the way things are right now: Not at all

102*Favorite kind of jewelry: body jewelry... tongue, belly button, ear, nose, and eye brow rings... YAY

current mood: bored

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Monday, October 31st, 2005
9:45 pm
neuroticangel's Halloween party:

7h4n4705 dressed as the spirit of the dead.
_ayumix_ dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Slimy Toiletbutt".
angelroxy781 dressed as a barbie doll.
asukalangley02 dressed as a assistant network administrator.
awriterswindow dressed as a butterfly.
chadect dressed as the Governor of New Jersey.
fstopfive dressed as a playgirl model.
gunsmithx dressed as Hillary Clinton.
innerashley dressed as an essentric writer.
khanabishi dressed as a battleship game board.
kmholmes dressed as a whiney anime chick .
ladyminx dressed as Drew Barrymore, and pulled it off.
lookintome dressed as a linebacker for the Saints.
luttersan gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as a green pixie.
naska47 dressed as a computer scientist.
neko_peta dressed as Michael Jackson.
nissacat dressed as a angel.
orianivseer dressed as the Archbishop of New Harbor.
psykotwitch dressed as a vampire from the movie Diaries of a Vampire.
rynnukikamitsu didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
tenshikun dressed as Daniela Pestova riding a deer.
throgmorten dressed as a pair of pliers, and it suited them disturbingly well.
toltiir dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Mage of Turon.
vinz_clortho dressed as something moist, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
zeroofda67 dressed as a giant functioning penis.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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Sunday, October 30th, 2005
8:40 pm - Totally Confused...
So, I went to Necro this weekend. It was AWESOME by the way. Best con I've ever been to. I loved it. So I'll do the Necro update, and at the end I'll tell you what I'm confused about.

Friday, got lost trying to use the yahoo maps directions that I had so I stopped off at my aunts and got the directions from her then found the Hyatt and walked around for about two hours (well, we actually went to see Rocky Horror Picture Show) Which was awesome... Tuan finally showed up with Adam and Katie and I got into the room. We all just went to sleep.

Saturday, Got up at 8 went down to the con around 10 I went to a panel about writing non-human characters but it stayed kinda centered around aliens which didn't interest me so I left and walked around. I went to the pool for a while, then went up the room and ate some pizza, then I went back to the pool, went back upstairs and Adam was there so we hung out for about an hour. (When I say 'hung out' i mean he played video games and I watched) Then Katie came in and the three of us started watching anime. We started making fun of some of the things they said and did and we were having a pretty good time. We listened to music and started drinking early in the day. When Tuan showed up finally (around 8pm) He and Adam ordered food and after they ate we all started drinking. Problem with that was that I'd been drinking since about 3 and hadn't eaten since noon. I started to get tipsy after my third drink around 9pm. So I didn't drink any more for a while and then Katie and I ordered chinese food from ho ho's. It was so fucking gross... but we ate it anyway. After we ate, all of us pretty much just talked and hung out. We drank a little more, and then I went down to smoke a cig. While I was down there someone bought me three kamakazies and by the time i got back upstairs, I was totally smashed. It was fuckin awesome (the feeling) except everyone kept laughing at me and the things I said... for example in reference to the subtitles on the anime I could no longer read I was like "Can you make those words bigger, they're kinda hard to see." I decided I wanted another drink around 1am and so I fixed coke and bacardi (which was pretty good...) About 1:30 I wanted to go have another cig, but katie didn't want me going alone... so she went with me... I smoked and then i wanted to walk around and talk to people which pissed katie off... I dunno why exactly... but it did. I have theories, but I wont get into them. Anyway, we went back upstairs after one more cig and then I started sobering up (Kamakazies make me do that, they hit me hard for like an hour or two and then I sober back up... but if I drink anything else with alcohol after i've 'sobered up' it will be just like I had just drank the kamakazies again) so I decided I wouldn't drink any more b/c it was Katie's b-day and I didn't want to upset her any more than she was already. Well anyway, the guys got back to the room right after us, and we all played hot-seat (which is a card game where you ask each other personal questions and you have to answer) I can't go into anymore detail on those b/c we made a pact that those answers woulnd't leave the hotel room... and so they wont. We went to bed around 3am.

Sunday, got up, packed, checked out, katie went to a panel, I lost Tuan and Adam so I didn't get to say thanks and good bye to them (I feel so bad)... so after I searched for them for a while I decided that they must have left and I went to sit in the lobby and read a few mangas. We left the con around three and then got home around five.

It was awesome. It may not sound like it was the most exciting thing but it was actually the most fun I've had with my friends in a long time. Anyway... now onto the confusion...

I'm seriously confused b/c I'm totally attracted to girls, but this weekend I decided I was also very attracted to guys as weel. So I'm thinking that I'm not pure lesbian. I know I know.. that was everyone's question. "Are you sure?" Well, at the time it felt right and don't pretend that you guys have never had a seriously indecisive area in your life and made the wrong decision about it... but if you haven't then I suppose you're lucky. I think taht I'm bi-sexual... b/c I am attracted to both sexes. I guess that's better b/c I can have the best from both worlds, no? I think that this is what's right for me... I think that it's something that I don't want to put too much thought or expectation into... I just want to let it go as it is... I guess confusion isn't exactly the right word... more like wondering what is right for me. Anyway... that's all I'm saying on here b/c anything else could leak back to the person that I would be talking about and I'm not ready for another one of those situations. I love you all.

current mood: groggy

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Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
11:15 pm - Weekend/Hurricane update...
Well, on Friday night I stayed up until 4:30 am saturday. I was finishing up the things for the anniversary party my mom and I were coordinating.

Woke up at 7 and packed everything in the van, drove the two hours to Desoto County and started cooking then helped set everything up. At 6pm I changed clothes and at 6:30 the party started... it lasted until about 9... packed everything up by 9:30 and hit my cousin up. We went to chilies down the street b/c they had a two for one thing on drinks... My two cousins, my uncle Jay, and myself stayed there an partied until 12 when it closed. My drinks started out like this... Two budwisers, scotch straight up, 6 kamakazies, 3 apple martinis, 1 strawberry margarita, 1 rasberry margarita, jager-bomb, and some irish coffee... I don't know if I drank anything else... I do know though taht it was the best time I've had in a LONG ass time. We totally partied and I can't wait to do it again. After we left the Chilies in Arcadia, we went to the chilies in Port Charlotte. It was just totally fuckin awesome. We got back in around 3am sunday morning. So not only am I completely shit-faced, I'm also living on a total of 2 and a half hours of sleep since Friday night... so when I walk through the door I hit the couch in my aunts living room and am out.

Wake up around 7 on Sunday morning b/c my little cousins are running up and down the halls in my aunts house and I have a slight headache... so I make some coffee take two Ibouprophin(sp) and smoke some cigs... about 8am I get dressed, head out to my other cousins house to pick up my purse, bra, cigs, and cell that are in her van (sometimes you just can't see through the haze of no sleep, not enough food, and an entire shit load of alcohol) My uncle kept messin with me and callin me a lush... truth be told, I've only been drunk twice... once at Jacon 2004 and sat night. Anyway, then I head to my older sister's house (she's gonna have a baby) we talk for a while, i visit my niece, and then I head back to my aunts house. Hang out there for a bit, bull shit, and then around five we headed back to Orlando... we made it back home around 8pm and then I just stayed up all night watching the hurricane. I got a call from my boss at like 9 telling me I didn't have to come to work in the morning... b/c of the hurricane... (well wasn't that sweet)... Like I would have been there anyway! I went to bed at like 6 monday morning was up at 9 and then I cleaned the house, played in the hurricane, and ate pizza... played online, made up business cards, and that's it... I was in bed at 11:30 up at 6:30 and went to work... That's the update from Friday-today.

current mood: chipper

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Friday, October 21st, 2005
11:29 pm
My mom and I are planning my aunts anniversery party... it's going okay... but i wish that we had landed a party that we would be getting paid for instead of one that we aren't even likely to make clients at. I mean seriously, my mom keeps talking about really wanting to start a business, but she wont network. She's not trying to strum up business... she's just expecting it to fall into her hands. I mean, we've spent over a hundred on this party out of our pocket that isn't getting re-embersed. If she's serious about wanting me to get involved she needs to act serious about being involved herself. She's asking me to talk to ppl at work, which I have, but she wont even do any advertising herself. It's just a headache. I want to start a business... not start an idea... i have pleanty of those. anyway... my day was okay, i don't feel good... still... but other than that I've been alright.

current mood: discontent

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11:28 pm
THE RULES: List five songs that you are currently loving. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now.

Post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog. Then tag six other friends to see what they're listening to.

1.) Ohio is for lovers~ Hawthorne Heights
2.) Lonely Road~ Green Day
3.) Nothing else matters~ Metallica
4.) Sugar on my tongue~ Trick Daddy
5.) Ai Yori Aoshi ~Enishi~ (Yoko Ishida) - Takaramono



current mood: nauseated

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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
3:59 pm - four days off...
So, I've had three of my four days so far...

Thursday, I went to get my tat touched up (my butterfly that I got a year ago) and it looks awesome. I went to Premere Adult factory Outlet with my friend heather and we were just checkin shit out... Some chic that worked there was all in my shit though... she was like grabbin my arm and stuff and I was like... Bro... back up... she was like, I was just lookin at your tattoo... I was cool... but ask next time... i don't even know you and you're grabbin my hand... anyway, she was then telling us about a tat that she wants to get and shit... and the bitch was like... "Oh, and I'm getting my frog on a brick wall b/c that bamboo is so common." I was like Well, la di fucking da for you... (I didn't say that of course... but I thought it) To each their own, but don't just call someone else's tat "Too common" WTF? I haven't seen anyone with the same tat unless they're a couple or something... so whatever. But yeah... Then we went to my house and chilled for a bit and then back to her house where I got my tongue rings that I bought forever ago. I have one that says 'slippery when wet' I love it except it's so fuckin huge!

Friday, I read a book. From beginning to end. YAYness.

Saturday (today) I am reading another book, i'm almost finished with it... it's interesting I suppose. It's about this CEO who is looking for answers on if his parents car accident was really an accident like twenty years ago and so most of the evidence is gone... b/c obviously... it was 20 years ago. So he hires this chic PI to find out... and well of course there's some romance... no sex yet though. Anyway, it's alright. I'm giong to be getting ready to go fishing withmy mom in a few minutes and then that's about it. Tomorrow, I have to do school work. YAY NOT!~

Okay well, love you all.

current mood: lethargic

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Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
8:18 pm - Ramblings...
Everyone thinks my frog tat is a fake... O.o WTF? Anyway... I haven't gotten into trouble with the boss yet. AMAZING! I'm definitely not one of her favorite people... but I don't think she'll say anything to me b/c the parents and kids like me too much. BITCH!

I'm so blowin my diet tonight. I ate grilled cheese and now I'm munchin on chocolate graham crackers and frosting. Yummy-litious! I don't really like plain frosting, nor do I care for chocolate graham crackers but tonight I seem to be craving it.

Nadine is kinda psycho. (that's the chic I was talking to) At least she knows it and admits it. I seriously can't get away from the crazy relationships. Guy or girl. I wish life were easier... but alas, it is not. So I am in search of a love life again. Damnit. Hmm... other than that... not much to update on.

current mood: hungry

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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
11:30 pm
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